My Beginning Portfolio

I will update my Investment Portfolio shortly.

छोटो लगौटी

उही काका नपर्ने भगवानले
दुई मुठी सास हालेर
यस धर्तीमा फालिदिएकाछन्,
त्यसमाथि नाना-भातिका
गिजोलगाजल हालिदिएकाछन्,
यो निरर्थक भौतिक्तामा
सबै रमाएको बेला
मेरो गीतन्जली
सुनिदेने पनि कोही छैन,
यो क्षणिक लीलामा
सबै रमाएको बेला
मेरो कबिता
गुनिदिने पनि कोहि छैन ।

अत्रिप्ती ...
निरश ...
अन्धकार ...
कोलाहाल...
कौवाको भिडमा बकुल्ला...
कहाँ जाउ ?
के गरु ?
छोटो लगौटी भएको छ जिन्दगि ।

यता ताने उता फुस्किने,
उता ताने यता खुस्किने,
छोटो लगौटी भएको छ जिन्दगि ।

यो संसारमा मलाई
न भुतको पस्चताप छ,
यो संसारमा मलाई
न भबिस्वको चिन्ता छ,
छ त केवल बर्तमानको गुनासो
हिजोको भबिस्य र भोलीको भुतको...
येतिबेलाको मात्र...

मलाई मरेपछीको
स्वर्गको मतलब छैन
मरे पछि मरिहाल्छु;

यही प्रिथीमा स्वर्गको उर्जा छ...
स्वर्ग त मेरो घर नै हो,
एकदिन पुगिहाल्छु
तर यो मेरो आधार-सिबिरमा बसुन्जेल
पानी पधेरो त धाउनै पर्‍यो
छोटै नै भए पनि
लगौटी त लाउनै पर्‍यो ।

मर्नु त छदै छ एक दिन
मर्नलाई डर थिएन,
बाँच्न नै मन नभए
बाँच्नलाई पनि कर थिएन,
तर सोच्छु:
जस्तो भए पनि
जीवनको दान पाएको छु
एक चोटि फेरि
जीवनको गीत त गाउनै पर्‍यो,
छोटो नै भए पनि
लगौटी त लाउनै पर्‍यो ।

हरेक एकान्त क्षणमा
मेरो पुकार यति हो
निर्दयी परमात्मासँग
मेरो गुहार त्यती हो:
मेरा अनगिन्ती आसुहरुमा
एउटा चासो पनि लिन सकेनौ ?
फलिनै त दियौ यो स्वर्ग रुपी नर्गमा,
एउटा गतिलो जीवन-लगौटी पनि दिन सकेनौ ?

Oct 24th 2010
Irving, Tx

Pushing the Rock Uphill

When man is utterly helpless, he throws out his hand, looks up to the sky and asks- “WHY?” He weeps in private, or in the shower, because he does not want to show the world that he is a coward. Who does not want to know the cause of all cause. Does he not look for hope in churches, mosques and temples…and ask again- “WHY?”

Temple answers- your deeds in your last life.ho

Church says- Adam, Original Sin.

Mosque commands- God’s will, you have no say.

Jains- Go naked.

Stupas- Desires, expectations, shave your head, wear orange.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                           Source: Google pic

My Favorites- Stock Market Investment News, Analysis & Research Sites

Traders and Investing enthusiasts,

Investing has broad scope. For beginners like myself, excessive researches and reading is necessary to understand it better. I use websites, screeners, and applications to educate myself. Here is list of some of my favorite sites that are useful in making investing or trading decisions. I use most of them for research and information. They are in random order as I am not going to rank them. Please check the respective links to learn more about them.

Investment 101

Hello new investors and all those who are interested, lets begin the class.

What is investing?

The act of committing money or capital to an endeavor with the expectation of obtaining an additional income or profit- per Investopedia.

My Simple Investing Reason

For few years, I followed the stock market, I read about investing, growth, retirement, and money. Then I started to experiment myself. I am fascinated by how western world work versus the eastern world in regard to investment. In eastern world, especially, south east Asia, children are considered to be the investment (of course-literally as well), whereas western world, investment is purely monetary and about finance. Eastern parents think if they raise kids in a proper way, their kids will look after them when they grow old. They save and spend everything for the kids. Western folks have nursing home waiting for them in their old age. If they invested in time, gained some wealth and saved for retirement, it might come handy-otherwise there is lot of trouble, anxiety and depression. Financial freedom, and independence is absolute requirement if we live in western world.

About Me

I am an aspiring writer. I started this blog in 2008. On and off, I blogged for a while. I was continuously interrupted by school, job and other daily things in life. At that time, the purpose of this blog was to act as “work in progress” for my future publications. Although I have a day job as a healthcare worker, I spent lots on time on writing or at this point, thinking about writing. I am also an investment enthusiast. I love philosophy and literature. I spent lot of time thinking about things.