Well, as Kundan improves, I think I will catch up on my writing. Last month was a horror month. Nothing productive…too much stress. But life is a continuous growing. We learn something everyday and it never ceases, not even after death because I know for sure death is not the end. It was hard just to think about losing someone closest to you. It is just overwhelming. I kept thinking all those anxious days: may be I should have said this to him, may be I should have given him some message, I could have done lot of things and I didn’t do because I knew he would not accept it. I could have forced it. I could have hammered it into him.
I am here to share the message and the message is so strange that people will not accept it, whether it is my own family or my loved ones. The nature of message is disturbing. It is just hard to grasp. People are just smiling on my messages because all they think is I have gone insane and with a smile they try to declare their intellectual authority over me, and for their own sake I laugh inside. I laugh because of my failure and of their failure.
I hate politics. I hate politicians. Very clear …politician dirty, stupid, inhumane idiots and there is absolutely no exception. My message to them: Go to hell, there is not even a slightest of chance that you can make through with politics, that anyone can save you. Once you are a politician, you have ruined all the eternal potential that you have had to be something in life, something you could offer to humanity. You do not exist for this earth.
There is a story, which keeps striking my mind. Raman was dying and Ram asked his brother Laxman to go to his dying enemy, Raman to ask with respect for any messages or for any words of wisdom he would want to share. And sure Raman had a message.
He told Laxman, “Things you are postponing for tomorrow, do it today and things they are due today, start right now.” This is the simplest message everyone can understand; still it is so hard for people to follow. People have forgotten priority. Politicians have forgotten their priority and mislead all these innocent people. They are building temples, masjids, and churches not knowing that GOD does not live there. God live in our hearts. There is no need of idols; there is no necessity to fight on where Buddha was born, where he peed and where he shaved his head. This is ridiculous. Grasp the central theme. People are just divided by politicians. Politicians’ central theme is their belly. Temple, Churches, societies, clubs, cultural groups, parks is a way for them to give a hollow hope for people who forget about God and worry about institutions. God is in everybody’s heart. Out soul is so precious. The value of a single soul is greater than the value of the whole world.
Do it today, do it now: Beutify souls, take care of them before it is too late and worry about institutions and politics later.
04-19-2010
